Well I can honestly say right now, that for the past week – I’ve went to bed every night with a smile on my face.
My dreams though, have been so morbid and obscure lately. I’ve been waking up every day with poofy eyes, not because I cried about something before I went to sleep (I’ve been quite happy during my conscious states lately), but because I’ve been crying during sleep. It’s normal for me to have these sorts of dreams every now and then, but not 5 days in a row. I really have nothing to cry about right now, so for the first couple days when I woke up from those dreams, I sort of just forgot and moved on with my day.. almost forgetting why my eyes have been so poofy, but last night – this dream stuck with me, and I remember some pretty disturbing parts of it as if it really happened. At one point, I woke up and wanted to call someone because I was so freaked out.. and then I drifted off without realizing, and I ‘called’ them in my dream, and more bad things started happening again, and I thought it was real. Read the rest of this entry »
