Hearts and stuff.

I had a pretty crazy week, but little messages like these made me happy (:

‘I was lost today, so I decided to use my compass, but it was stranged because there was no North, East, South or West, just an arrow pointing straight to your heart.’

‘So someone asked me which finger is the most important to a person – one guy said the thumb, because when someone gives you a thumbs up it shows that youre doing a good job. Another one said the index finger, because you can point and give orders to people. The next guy said the middle finger, because when they’re mad they can just raise it and say fuck you. And this one guy said the ring finger cause you wear the ring on it. But for me, i said it was the pinky..becuase it’s the finger that keeps promises and the one that YOU always hold on to’

.. how precious (:

Blast from the past

My bunny jumped out of his cage and decided to chew up my mouse chord, keyboard chord, cable chord, and some other chords that have yet to be discovered as damaged. So – I decided to hop over to my little brother’s computer, where I fell upon his old buddy list on AIM – and saw the screen name that belonged to a guy I hadn’t talked to in a long long long time.

We both agreed, that we were really enjoying the time to ourselves that we both just recently found after a pretty long, drama-filled wait.

More excuses to procrastinate.

So finally, after three visits to the doctors, a series of failed blood tests, and a week of having such swollen lymph nodes that I couldn’t swallow rice – some guy from ‘team c’ with a heavy indian accent informed me over the telephone that I had ‘infectuous mononucleosis’, and to stop taking the antibiotics that they prescribed me (I had finished my last one two days ago).

Thanks, Vienna Family Doctor.. for taking real good care of me after three visits and stealing half a pint of my blood.

On a happier note – Great Falls was beautiful today, and I watched guppies swim around with Vitayaa, who never fails to catch me at my most embarassing moments.
We climbed around and now I’m sleeping with dirty feet, because I wore sandals again.

I’ve also decided that I want to save the harper sea lions that those damn Canadian fisherman keep clubbing during their off season. One day I’ll club one of them and see how they like it. (:

I’d write more, but, I have an exam in the morning. Wish me luck ;D

Color my world anything but white.

I’m not sure if it’s because I like to complicate things, or because I don’t know any better? But in the end, I really know how to f*ck a good thing up.

I don’t regret it though, cus I like complicated situations (: (in the sense that there’s always something to fix, or something that needs to be fixed under pressure from limited time) which emphasizes my awkward nature, I guess.. but I get bored easily; with life, with people and even with food – so I’m always in constant need of change, and a variety of new things. If we went to olive garden together, you would most likely see me finishing a ‘Tour de Italy’ than a ‘cheese lasagna’.

So, to be really vague – keeping a good thing steady in my life, loses its’ color quickly in my book; and sometimes I try to mess around with it to turn it into something new and more enjoyable, but this also opens the opportunity for a good thing to just go in a completely opposite and pretty unexpectedly unpleasant direction.. which in recent cases, has always turned out that way.

I still don’t regret it, though. I’d much rather be frustrated, than bored.

Smiles before bedtime.

I can’t elaborate (or maybe I will later), since it’s midnight and I’m going to school tomorrow with a kicking case of strep – but I’ll just say.. with what’s been said and done throughout this entire weekend –

My heart is very warm (: